Tired & Uninspired

It’s going to be a hard day to get through. I’ve been up since 5am. I was listening to your footsteps as you were getting ready to leave. Don’t really know how I’m going to live here without you. It’s only for three months but I have the feeling that time is going to drag on. I’ve been looking up tattoo designs and ideas and I think I’ve got the perfect one in mind.

You are my gravity

So Light, I Could Fly

Maybe you can pick me up
I’ll float in your arms
Take me anywhere.

Demons in My Mind.

Today’s success will be tomorrow’s failure. I’ve become used to this stupid pattern. What felt amazing today will make me feel like shit tomorrow.

omfg

I’m not going to doubt myself because of other people. I know I’m reasonable, no one can make me think otherwise.

Should I Wear A Beanie Tomorrow?

I can’t commit to going to bed early. I hate myself for it every morning.
I’m looking forward to the weekend. I’ve got a hundred bucks to last me another 5 days but I’m just gonna keep it for the weekend and have a good one. I miss my boyfriend. I can cuddle with him soon though. I hate sleeping on my own, especially the night after I’ve fallen asleep with him. And my extra big bed makes things seem even more lonely.
I’m hungry but there’s nothing to eat. I wouldn’t mind the company of my little dog. I’m gonna go bring him to my room.
Its 2.50am, my alarm is set to go off in four and a half hours. Save meeee.

Well behaved woman rarely make history.

Everytime I’m sad I have a really hot shower. I don’t know why it helps, but I always come out feeling better about things. I guess it’s good to let your tears mix in with the hot water. That way you can convince yourself that you’ve actually stopped crying.

I just can’t wait to move out and live in a home that I don’t hate being in. I cannot fucking wait.